Zenoni recalled one case he can't forget: "We had one here, an innocent little girl that got murdered. She was found beaten in her apartment. Over the years, we've taken probably close to 150 DNA swabs from people," he says. "That'd be a nice one to solve."
For Duggan, it's the unsolved cases that yielded no real leads that keep him up at night. "I've got cases where I had hardly any clues at all and are still unsolved to this day," Duggan says. "I still kind of wonder whatever happened, who actually did this. You feel sorry for the victim's family because they never know. They weren't able to get any closure," he says.
For Walker, the case he can't shake involved a teenage victim who was in the wrong place at the wrong time. "I had a 14-year-old victim just riding in a car with her family, doing everything right, and gets a bullet in the head because people want stuff," he says. "Those things haunt you because that's just the evil nature of man. And sometimes when humans do ungodly things to others, it just brings home the fact that [some people] are capable of being so evil."
A good detective will find his cases following him. Walker says. "You wake up at 2 o'clock in the morning and you got a particular case you're working that's not getting solved—if you work this job long enough, you're going to have a lot of them—you get out into the front room and you just start working on the computer," he says. "They're going to haunt you and they're going to haunt you even when you retire. And you've got to find [the killer] because they're going to kill again if you don't."
Staying Safe
Homicide detectives tend to be more aware of the dangers that lurk outside because they're around murders all day. As a result, being safe is always at top of mind.
"Be aware of your surroundings, especially if you're somewhere you're not familiar with," Duggan says. "These days you see people and their face is buried in their cell phone."
Keeping Law Enforcement in the Family
Even though Walker is now retired, he's still concerned with police business, as two of his children are now working in law enforcement. He credits having a great squad with getting him through such a dangerous career. "I was in a lot of tight spots with a lot of great people and we're still here to talk about it," he says. "In my squad, nobody got hurt. They took care of me and I took care of them."
Now his worries are less about his former colleagues and more about his two kids who work in law enforcement. As he jokes, "I worry about them all the time cause they're not as good as I am!"